Just as I’ve finally managed to get back up, I feel like I’m going to fall back down again. Knowing that makes me feel a tad scared and uneasy. I keep telling myself that I have to keep going because it’ll be worth it afterwards but in the back of my mind, I’m doubting that it really is. NO IZZY NO! I’ve been working too hard on this cookie for it too crumble. Just suck it up, do your best, and get through it! Although I can’t help but sit here and think about what would happen if it didn’t work out. FUCK.
I realized today that I love to type, and that I could probably type for hours, and it doesn’t have to be anything in particular, just typing whatever is on my mind can make up a full 10 pages.
Meh, goodnight.
