I’ve been staring at this page for like 10 minutes because I just can’t gather my thoughts and even writing this one cliche sentence is hard. I don’t think I’ve ever had so many emotions going on simultaeneously, it frightens me. It’s strange how something like this makes me question myself and what I’ve known. Everything was fine and dandy and then bam! I’m not even sure if there is even a “right” in this situation, but it doesn’t feel wrong. But what is “right?” I don’t fucking know, I just don’t know. Part of me doesn’t even want to know but the other part of me is dying to know. I’m just not going to think about it because there is absolutely no point. No worrying and no over-analyzing because I always end up feeling sick, sheesh.
